Another Day || (6)

[brittlegirl]

I should have attended classes today but I really didn't feel like leaving the house in this weather. To be fair, I don't attend classes in general so there's no point in regretting not going. My boyfriend came a couple weeks ago and we played a lot of pool that weekend, booked a hotel and played some more pool. I beat him in the first two games, not out of skill but rather he pocketed the 8-ball early the first time and then pocketed both the cue and 8-ball in the second game. I do think I'm getting better at playing but I can't find a quiet place to practice. I feel like I'm not good enough to practice in public and I'm aware of how ridiculous that sounds. Our anniversary is coming up so Jessie is coming that weekend, and we'll be seeing Lore and Chai! I'm so excited, I haven't seen them in so long and regardless of how long it takes to find a perfect day to get together, it's never awkward.

Recently, the program I wanted to take has been cut from the college I planned to attend after graduation. I'm going to be honest, I sort of spiralled after I heard the news because I felt like I had everything set out for me. It was an 'intensive' program as in two years cut down to one year and it had a field placement at the end. The field placement is what I was hoping for and sort of seeing as my way of getting 'big girl' experience. I'm settling for another program, it doesn't have field placement unless I take the additional specialization in health services which I don't mind. My plan is to do the one year general program and then use the colleges work experience program to find a company that's willing to take a college student with no experience. If the jobs I work pay a livable amount and I don't mind moving up in that specific field then I'll stick to it until I move to another city, where I can do the actual program I wanted to do. Either that or I'll specialize in health services and try to get my foot into a hospital. I've studied biochemistry for five years, I should be able to leverage myself into a med lab position if I work hard enough. Working at a hospital isn't my dream job at all, I really want to work at a law firm but my skills align more with the medical field.

---

I didn't do much today other than study and go on tumblr. I have five side blogs in total currently and I want more. I've figured out masonry + infinite scroll and now I feel unstoppable! I want a billion side blogs, I want to organize my life into multiple pages, perfectly manicured to my taste. There's a lot of topics I could focus on for a side blog but I'm not sure wether I'm committed enough to make a page. Currently, I have a page on: pixel graphics, games, writing, sims 4, shoujosei.

Sideblog ideas:
⭒ food blog
⭒ crochet/knit blog
⭒ stardew blog
⭒ art blog
⭒ fashion blog

I have to go study now, so I'm signing out for today♡!